Here I am again,
Dreams about you.
We've reached the end,
What am I to do?
This endless night,
I know I can't,
I know it's not right,
What rhymes with can't?
I'm tired of this,
Why won't you go?
Like this is endless,
I just want you to know.
In your head,
In my heart,
We are dead,
Blood rains from these scars.
They say I will be fine,
They say I can do this,
But that's just a line,
You give to someone with an illness.
You made me feel dirty,
You made me feel lost.
You had control of me,
You'll never realize what you've lost.
From 2007 to 2018 we were together. We had a baby who I will call B. She was born Feb 25th. 10 years later, on her birthday, you left me. You left me for a Troll. I want you to know my mom did a background check on her and she's got identity theft on her record as well as drug charges. I wonder if she told you that? She's a meth addict. You have a wonderful woman around B. I'd like you to stop thinking with your dick and see the big picture. I stood by you thru everything. All the cheating, the homelessness, being a cheap ass and the lies. I was the only one married in our marriage. I took my vows seriously. I loved you with every bone in my body. Remember that time you raped me in 07? I didn't want to and I said no but you wouldn't take no for an answer, so I just layed there like a ragdoll while I was crying inside. That night I learned what "hating your guts" really meant. My love/hate feelings for you grew until the control took over. You were married ...
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