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Heart To Stone

I hate you.
I loved you.
What you did to me
You can't undo.
You downgraded
I deserve better
You should be berated.
You never loved me
You never cared
You held me down
You had me scared.
When I said I do
I meant it with all my heart.
You said the same thing
But you were playing a part.
Now you're gone
I'm all alone
I hope you're happy
You turned my heart to stone.

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