The End of An Era

From 2007 to 2018 we were together. We had a baby who I will call B. She was born Feb 25th. 10 years later, on her birthday, you left me. You left me for a Troll. I want you to know my mom did a background check on her and she's got identity theft on her record as well as drug charges. I wonder if she told you that? She's a meth addict. You have a wonderful woman around B. I'd like you to stop thinking with your dick and see the big picture. I stood by you thru everything. All the cheating, the homelessness, being a cheap ass and the lies. I was the only one married in our marriage. I took my vows seriously. I loved you with every bone in my body. Remember that time you raped me in 07? I didn't want to and I said no but you wouldn't take no for an answer, so I just layed there like a ragdoll while I was crying inside. That night I learned what "hating your guts" really meant. My love/hate feelings for you grew until the control took over. You were married when we met. You were just friends with her, but you were married. We lived with her when you lost your job. We went on to try to make it in Tennessee. I don't think you looked very hard for a job. I think you thought my dad would hire you at his shop. Didn't happen, thank gawd.
Fast forward 11 years. You lost you $27.75 per hour paying job and for what? The Troll? You haven't asked to see B once in almost 3 months and when you do see her it's because it's court ordered. Troll is a homewrecker. Idk why you can't see that. Oh I know! You're thinking with your tiny little dick. It comes first. You think she'll stand by your side? You think she's in it for the long run? She sees dollar signs and a meal ticket. She's using you. But that's not my problem. You think her mom wants to support you like mine did? You're both losers. I'm making something of myself and you think I'm just sitting here crying. Nope, not the case. I'm still pissed, but that's because I wasted 10 years with you. The only good thing that came from us was B.
B looks forward to seeing you every weekend. You always have the Troll around tho so you're not really spending time with her. You have all week. You're not working. Spend the week with the Troll and the weekends with B all by yourselves. You say all she does is play on my laptop but all you do when you're home is play on your fucking Xbox. Take her somewhere like you do when the Troll is around. Take her to the zoo. Hell, even just take a walk and talk with her. Make her feel loved. She thinks you love the Troll more than her.
As far as activities this summer like horse camp, sorry but I'm letting the courts decide what child support and maintenance will be. You've never sent her to a camp before so why start now? Oh because you're trying to be daddy of the year to show off how much you "love" B. Well don't get her hopes up.
You threw out the number $1,800. Where did that come from? Oh and btw, I know about the ring you bought the Troll from the museum. Yet again being cheap. You can buy you and the Troll all this shit but you say you're unemployed so we need to send you half B's clothes. You can easily go to the store, spend $50 and buy her a summer wardrobe. Maybe you will tho. If so, good for you. About time.
More to come at a later date.