Up at 1am
Dreamt about you
A nightmare really
My brain can't forget you
You held me down
You took away my crown
You did it
To give it to her
You're a piece of shit!
Fuck you
Fuck her
Fuck your relationship
Go fuck her and break your hip
Dark clouds form over me
I just want you to know
I've found a new king
The war has ended
Far from the truth
What a lie she said
When she said I love you
Now we are dead
We are gone
Turns out there are more
You're not the only one!
Ever since Feb 25th, I've been having dreams and nightmares about us. Even tho you are the enemy and there is no "us," in my dreams there still is. I go to bed late and wake up early from these dreams. It's become a ritual. I go to bed, dream, wake up several times and then just finally say fuck it and get up between 1 and 3am. Then I put on some music and have my coffee. I'm sick of these dreams. Maybe when I move on, like I'm trying my hardest to, they will become less frequent. I've met someone else. We're friends. B has met him. Maybe I'll meet boyfriend material someday. I just know I'm not moving on as fast as you did because I'm not looking for a good fuck like you were. Telling me your sex drive was diminishing because it had already peaked was bullshit. You just didn't want me and you didn't have the balls to tell me. But guess what? There's billions of potentials out there. There's always someone better than you. H...
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